10th...

I did not find an excellent reason to change my course - that is what I am telling myself - I will not use the Straight or Craigslist, I will not pray in regards to change of course - I will maintain blind and steadfast towards my academic goals... of which are a little frustrating at the moment - AMBS is the only seminary in North America to offer a Peace Studies Masters and I am not cut out for Indiana and to be honest I don't think they really want me - so what now? Find a way to get directed studies through Regent? Is that even possible? Or do I have to go out to ACTS - the hell-mouth - teeming with blond MRS wannabes and chauvinistic yet effeminate males... I think not - I can only imagine the issues I'm going to have out there if Ryan is pleading for company - and he's conservative compared to my thinking - he eats meat, not a huge environmentalist - but he is an evolutionary creationist with modern views on women in the Church - apparently too "modern." So there it is the update before the storm - work this week will be awful - life as whole will be very busy due to exam preparation and money extremely tight - so tight I think I may have to make a phone call that I really don't want to have to make.

PS. He was pierced and tattooed - my mother would LOVE him