Saturday, May 10, 2008

Walk Away

Kelly says if you aren't in it for love then walk, walk, walk away... And I'm good at that, maybe because that's just my nature, or maybe because I wasn't in it for love, or maybe they weren't and in my gut I knew it. But what happens when you can't? Or even don't want to? What then? I think Kelly probably has a number of lyrical answers, such as the trouble with love is.... The real trouble is there are no answers, no real frame of reference - it is what it is and it is just you know... you know? I can't tell you how much that statement has frustrated me over the years - like what hell is with the you know? You know what? You know as in you know you're tired, you know that you're all out of sorts, you know as in you find yourself mumbling, fumbling and overall just plain ADD (and OCD for me) - if that is it, I'm not sold on this whole you know business. It's like trying to define the texture of air - everyone knows it and yet it's a different definition for everyone.

So there you go y'all there's the answer, I know something, but I don't know what to call it and how to say it or how to just deal with it in the interim, but specifically I know there will be changes and there will be details to come in time... meanwhile I am going to listen to Leona and clean the house.

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20 comments:

LeahA said...

vauge jenn, very vauge !

GF Girl said...

sorry, this is all I've got

Shawn said...

I don't think it is vague at all.

GF Girl said...

true but shawn I think you have an advantage Leaha doesn't have...

LeahA said...

I dont like this one bit !

Shawn said...

Gee Leaha, what don't you like?

Anonymous said...

lolz...lets be honest, who didn't see this coming...seriously, anyone?

Shawn said...

Um...I didn't see anything coming, seriously.

GF Girl said...

Aparently the world saw it coming and the two people at the center of it all were completely blind to it. Supposedly this is how it works...

Anonymous said...

Hmm, that's odd. I generally thought you could cut the sexual tension between you two with a plastic, low grade, came with the airline food and can barely cut a cooked green bean, Knife, but that might just be me.

;)

GF Girl said...

*blush*

Shawn said...

Jeez Joel, I prefered to think the constant "debating, arguing, general bickering" between Jenn an I was totally intellectual growth and not some hidden tension. I mean we're just friends...

Anonymous said...

to be quite dang frank honest... i thought you HATED each other with PASSION. yahh

Anonymous said...

and yah... how vague can you get jenn. i dont even understand this post. maybe b/c i skimmed it... looking for like more a sentence that looked like this... i am now dating shawn

Anonymous said...

but nooo, we get a "you know what..." post ... what the hek's that supposed to meannn??

Anonymous said...

When we are little kids, we express our interest by teasing, chasing girls around the playground and calling them names, hoping that the attention, negative as it may be, gets their attention.

What can I say, when we grow up, some things don't really change.

GF Girl said...

You are right, the way we interact doesn't change - as much as we would like to believe it does...

Anonymous said...

Jen specializes in vague, with a side of innuendo.

GF Girl said...

You can't be a blogger and not as far as I'm aware

Anonymous said...

I think it might be the other way around.