Leap?

I’m not sure how or when I decided, but I decided today to function in the realm of "What the hell, why not?" Maybe you think I already have been given the whole running business, but this is actually even possibly more daring or not. I have been staring at a job posting for the last 2 months and wondering should I? Should I just see? I mean who knows, or who even cares if I don’t get contacted for the reference stage or even the interview stage. Its funny there was a part of me going well if I get the job, what then, I can’t move, I’m not ready and so on, And then I realized today, who even knows if you are prepared education wise and life wise to get the job, so why not just apply? If you get it then you get it and we move and do all the fun stuff related to going across the continent to a little office on a big university campus – a university I in my wildest dreams would have loved to attend – as a student of course. So on that note I cleaned up my resume, and now I'm off to write two cover letters - I looked again - there are two possible FT jobs...

I leap and get level ground again or a whole new journey - I don't see the loss in this situation.